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Thoughts, Feelings, and Reflections; Looking Back and Looking Forward

By the time you are reading this, I will be on a plane heading back to school. It’s weird to write that. It’s weird to think about that. Three days after this is posted, I will be moving into campus for the second half of my junior year.

This past semester went really well, academically. I can’t but help worry a little bit about if I can keep that up. At the same time, I am so ready to be back on campus. There are definite benefits to be at home, but there are also benefits to being on campus.

I remember when we were all sent home last March. I remember being bummed because I felt like I was reaching a point of personal growth and development. Turns out, you don’t always need to be in a particular place for that to be true. Since last March, I have learned so much about myself, and have actually experienced personal growth.

Let’s stop beating around the bush. I am ready to be back on campus, I am ecixted to be back on campus, I want to be back on campus but I am also scared and neverous about being back on campus.

I am nervous that my grades will slip. I am nervous that I won’t be able to keep up with everything I need to do and everything I want to do. I am nervous about the fact that there is a pandemic going on. I am nervous about my living situation. I am nervous I will yet again lose myself in school and work.

I am nervous. But for the first time, in a long time, I wouldn’t say that I am anxious. And I am also excited.

I am excited to be back on campus. I am excited to start my new classes. I am excited to be going back to work. I am excited about my living situation. I am excited to see people again. I am excited to lose myself in school and work again. I am excited to try and balance everything I have taken up during quarantine.

Yeah, I am going to figure it out. There’s a lot going on right now, and I feel like I am coming up on a lot of crossroads of life. I know in the end, everything will turn out just fine, and due to the fact that everything is not just fine, I have a feeling it is not the end.

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