There’s so much I want to tell you. You make it through. Alive. You get through it kid, somehow you always.
You were right. You should have ran, when you had the chance. But you didn’t, but there’s a reason for that. By the time you do make a break for it, everything has lined up perfectly. The fact that you stayed, says more about the people and the culture around you, then it does about you.
I have to tell you though, you make it through but that still stumble. According to some you fail a little. But it’s nothing you can’t come back from. Its nothing permanent.
You have a better grip on all of this then you are giving yourself credit for. If one thing is clear, you know your own worth and you won’t accept anything else. You know who you are and what you want and actively working towards it. People love and care about you, and deep down you love and care about people. The fact that every time the world gives another reason to harden yourself, you soften is proof of it.
You have said to yourself before, the universe has put crap situations and people in your life so you can appreciate the good ones that much more. I am only a year older, and wiser, but let me tell you this;it always works out in the end. And if it hasn’t worked itself out, it isn’t the end.
You got this. Now get out there and knock ’em dead.